Monday, August 26, 2013


Things are different now that I lost my mom and brother. 
I feel like I want to just give up but instead I keep my head 
Up and continue on for my children. 
I'm tired of every time I have down time, done with cleaning 
Laundry , and the kids are in bed I get depressed . I feel bad 
Because my boyfriend is amazing but I just can't seem to
Focus on anything anymore.
I get worried the ppl in my life are just gonna to die anyway.
I know it's a stupid thing to think but that's all that ever happens.
 After all the ups and down I have still over come. And I've done
It alone. I'm still standing. I hope the light is brighter.