I feel so lost. It's just my dad and I. I don't have my mom or my big brother anymore. My life has been full of amazing memories and loss. I'm tired of missing my mom and brother. I'm tired of the vivid dream. Their so vivid that I have to ask to make sure there really dead. I know I may sound krazi but its true.
I'm strong b/c of my kids. With out them i don't know where I would be.